Friday, October 2, 2009
time to say goodbye
2009年10月2日 ，云 ，第26天
so the thoughts started with small chat with kenneth lum after school around dover -
k - stop smoking lah
me - u tried it before what , & u know it's difficult
k - can one lah
me - the difference is cause you got kathleen , she tell u stop , of course u can stop . she tell u don't do , of course you don't do , but we don't have that "person" there with us mah
k - zzz
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k this topic can leave alan out since his the new target the krystal girl also is smoker
then the thoughts continued yesterday @harbourfront
so it was aquila birthday , the usual ones were there , christina was there too .
she dont like aq to smoke ..
so after the movie it was puffing time , so aq didn't do it of course .
will the day that they will finally be together , be the day that aq can stop all the bad stuff ?
the problem really is not about tobacco only .. it's that ... "go school waste time , study for what, rules are meant to be broken" , then walking out of the backgate is always in our minds , like we skipped free period today for 1hour of freedom , rather than 1hour of study .. ):
mr.sim emphasized to me say " u must have the will power ! don't follow what others tell you to do ."
honestly speaking , its impossible . not gonna explain why .
stupid lor , now got people look down on us liao lor .
i don't even know why i bother opening my eyes in the morning to see this grey world
why bother thinking about these stuff even ..
dreamBig , be somebody - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1k08yxu57NA
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