Tuesday, June 23, 2009
我问天
these few days ...
我问天 我问天 甘会冻麦崇治
搁 再爱你 折磨是我家己
我问天 我问天 甘会冻麦崇治
想要放袂记 我不知不觉醉十年
窗外的雨 甘讲是男人的泪
不愿面对现实梦中醉十年
can say pretty bad :(
anyway today i have thoughts to share , in fact a lot .
remember some previous posts , i keep typing i want to be good boy good boy , end up all of it was bull shit . have i changed ? no .
well anyway now my family kind of knows about this bad bad habit of mine , but they just haven't caught me red-handed . but this really bad . my brother keeps telling me " you can do anything you want except 1. smoke 2. drugs 3. glue " . (phewww i can drink ! nvm actually all along can)
thats why i've decided on quitting . slowly slowly .
from 10 sticks a day
to 6
to 4
to 2
to 1
to 2 a week
to 1 a week
till i'm done with tobacco :)
it may be difficult but i believe i can do it !
i controlled myself today , and i only took 1 stick . :)
but but but somehow there is this ...
like there is no inspiration for me to quit .
i want to ..
i don't know ,
i'm confused .
some one tell me what to do ?
because there doesn't seem to be anybody under the stars that cares for me .
hmm let's talk about the happy stuff ..
yesterday there was bbq , which me and alan did stupid things , zzz
then today ... aq and yw came to play , ps3 , etc.
hahaha yay i'm going for overnight LAN on friday night with them , hopefully that time i can forget about all the unhappy stuff and have fun before school starts !
这世界里，有没有真正的 幸福？
为什么我拼命寻找，
却找不到 ？
__________
风也真生气 雨也真生气
气我哪会无 志气
爱也消失去 情搁来哒缠
想你想你不知有 啥意义
四界底探～听 叨位有你的消息
我的感情乎你绑 甲死死
爱也消失去 情搁来哒缠
想你想你不知有 啥意义
四界底探～听 叨位有你的消息
我的感情乎你绑 甲死死
我问天 我问天 甘会冻麦崇治
搁 再爱你 折磨是我家己
我问天 我问天 甘会冻麦崇治
想要放袂记 我不知不觉醉十年
窗外的雨 甘讲是男人的泪
不愿面对现实梦中醉十年
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