Tuesday, June 9, 2009
这世界没别的女人了吗？
Ok today was much much better.
Anyway i think i don't want to type about what happened in the day . who wants to know anyway?
i just know i did something really good today and i am really happy :)
i see other people , they have long - long posts and i want to try one too !
so actually it's really about thoughts , thoughts & thoughts .
some weird thoughts i had :
- i thought i could sing like as jay chou
- i thought i could play like michael jordan
- i thought i can play soccer like ronaldinho
some naive thoughts i had :
- i thought i was someone special. someone who was different from the rest. but turns out i'm the same or worse off
- i thought i could like just run into love
- i thought s2e or sss or ShitShitShit or Shitcube or S^3 is bullshit. ( but it really is )
some good thoughts i had :
- i thought of trying to be punctual for something
- i thought of being good boy
- i thought of REALLY studying for A's
But hor , what i really thought of is " What is life ? "
- regret ?
- sadness ?
- hurt ?
okok , there were definitely happy times .
other than that i don't find anything else about life .
except the fact that it ends someday and it is just a matter of time (sooner or later) .
so what if a person has diseases or whatever ? so what if you are healthy ?
you are going to die anyway. we are all going to die anyway .
then there is another phrase : " Live life to the fullest "
there are many interpretations for this.
- just have fun everyday ( applies to me )
- study , get As , university , earn money lots of money $$$$$
- just wasting your time
but i think the most stupid i've ever done to life so far is playing maplestory for 2 years and then thinking that i am happy and i am living life to the fullest. yeah yeah my character level 100+++ so what , look , now i don't even touch maplestory anymore. stupid stupid.
i talk so much already , but i still don't have an idea about life or why am i living in this stupid world .
maybe there is something in this world i have yet to find ..
for now, jay chou rocks ha ha
so does my articuno and zapdos .
tmr sucks .
bad day bad day :/
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无神论
黄立行
我希望今后都能快乐, 永不分离
但我上不去天堂, 我不能够陪你
不存在一种永恒
不相信世界有神
死亡是不是终点, 会停止想念
不能再亲吻你的脸, 不管我有多怀念
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