Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Got back my repOrtbOOk today . Fuck it , really.
Passed everything except english and literature (which wasn't written on it) .
English F9 though. Didn't come for tests , and the pig wanted me to do it so quickly. How was i supposed to think of something to write of ? !
After school , went home to change first , then wanted to go to anchorage to play pool , cause me and yu wei were really bored. but then the room was booked till 8 : ( So sit down , chatted for a while , before leaving . At first wanted to go to his house to slack slack a bit , but then the sky was really really black , so i left for the bus stop . So i came home , told my mother about the results.
Then she had to keep saying this saying that. I bear - ed with it .
Then after dinner , show my father results also. He most ... ARGHHHH! He want to take away my laptop !! WTF LA. Say that i studying that time always see me using laptop . Other times they say me , i bear with it . I know they love me thats why they say me. but taking away my laptop will only make me hate them more. Shit. They want to see me study right? I tonight don't sleep lor , study until 4am also no problem .
Life was never meant to be like this. It was meant to be fun .
Does it look like i wanted it to be this way ?
Is there anything else in this world worth living for ?
我觉得我就快要崩溃了。可以忍的，我都忍了。但这次是忍无可忍了。
难到读书要这么痛苦吗？
我觉得我很失败。什么都很失败。
当我最需要人依靠的时候，你却不在我身边。
当我最不想看见你时，当我怎在尝试忘记你的一切时，你却在我眼前出现。
爱是甜的，还是痛苦的？
对我来说，是苦的。
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